Losing My Sense of Direction

disclaimer: photo not mine..just grabbed it from somewhere. ^_^

It was an ordinary working day in the office, and since it was a lunch break chickahan galore kami with one of my officemates. Wala lang..kanit anu-ano na ang naging topic naming, well mostly ganun lang talaga kami kadaldal kahit anong bagay napapag-usapan, mula lovelife hanggang gamut sa dandruff.

Light lang ang chikahan naming nun when out of the blue my officemate asked me “ what’s your goal in life?”  Napakasimpleng tanong na cguro kahit kinder eh masagot agad. But it was different with me…parang bigla akong nabulunan and I fell into deep thinking.

My officemate asked me again…and I just said in jest.. iisipin ko pa, sabay tawa ng malamya. Then she said, ganun din pala cya hindi na nya alam kung ano nga ba ang goal nya. Sa isip ko, buti na lng I am not alone.But seriously, I can’t explain myself and what I really want in life. Parang ang dami ko gusting gawin, meron nga na nasimulan ko na, pero ni hindi ko rin matapos-tapos.

Back on my early teens, I had my life planned already..what will I do pagka-graduate ng high school and so on and so forth. But lately, parang I am living each day as it is bahala na si Batman bukas. Which I am not sure, if this is just normal  thing. Minsan, iniisip ko na lng na baka ganito nga lang pagtumatanda ka na. lol!

 Ganito nga ba or I am just losing my sense of direction? Or am I just living one moment at a time? Whatever it is, somehow I am thankful and kind a proud of myself because I am able to surpassed all the detours and humps that has come along my way.

Siguro minsan as our personality evolved we would think na we are losing track, yun pala we just find another way to deal with things. But really when you feel like you are at lost, just take some quiet time of your own, and you'll have the answer.

(Naks namen! Im growing old na jud..ha-ha! )