Thanks to you

 Dear Tribu Subakanon,

Today is such a special day for you and I can only thank you for having been a part of my online world. My life would never be as colorful as it was if I haven’t met you.  And since it is your special day, allow me to express my deepest gratitude for the things that you have given me

I want to thank you for:

1.   The gift of friendship

I was once a lonely kid working late nights in a four cornered room until you come along. I can still recall how many nights we have spent together, sharing even some non sense topics and jokes as well. Nothing compares to that special friendship that binds us even if some of us are living in different time zone.

2.   Being an instrument of help to those who are in need

I am just an ordinary individual living in my own means, but I do have a  heart to those in need, yet I am not confident enough to extend every little thing I can do to  help but with you I am able to do my share. You have collected us to help as one.

3.   The memories we all have shared that I will forever cherish in my heart.

These are but just few of the many things I have been with you that I am thankful of. You are maybe silent these days but I know one day soon, you will soar up high because of the friendship that you have created among us that go beyond online.

Happy anniversary to you…and happy friendship day to all the tribuletz! I am looking forward to that day when we will be together once again.       

Thankfully yours,

Mokz jm a.k.a “ Lukring”

Losing My Sense of Direction

disclaimer: photo not mine..just grabbed it from somewhere. ^_^

It was an ordinary working day in the office, and since it was a lunch break chickahan galore kami with one of my officemates. Wala lang..kanit anu-ano na ang naging topic naming, well mostly ganun lang talaga kami kadaldal kahit anong bagay napapag-usapan, mula lovelife hanggang gamut sa dandruff.

Light lang ang chikahan naming nun when out of the blue my officemate asked me “ what’s your goal in life?”  Napakasimpleng tanong na cguro kahit kinder eh masagot agad. But it was different with me…parang bigla akong nabulunan and I fell into deep thinking.

My officemate asked me again…and I just said in jest.. iisipin ko pa, sabay tawa ng malamya. Then she said, ganun din pala cya hindi na nya alam kung ano nga ba ang goal nya. Sa isip ko, buti na lng I am not alone.But seriously, I can’t explain myself and what I really want in life. Parang ang dami ko gusting gawin, meron nga na nasimulan ko na, pero ni hindi ko rin matapos-tapos.

Back on my early teens, I had my life planned already..what will I do pagka-graduate ng high school and so on and so forth. But lately, parang I am living each day as it is bahala na si Batman bukas. Which I am not sure, if this is just normal  thing. Minsan, iniisip ko na lng na baka ganito nga lang pagtumatanda ka na. lol!

 Ganito nga ba or I am just losing my sense of direction? Or am I just living one moment at a time? Whatever it is, somehow I am thankful and kind a proud of myself because I am able to surpassed all the detours and humps that has come along my way.

Siguro minsan as our personality evolved we would think na we are losing track, yun pala we just find another way to deal with things. But really when you feel like you are at lost, just take some quiet time of your own, and you'll have the answer.

(Naks namen! Im growing old na jud..ha-ha! )